tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59974202011-04-21T14:53:47.376-07:00[indulge*]princess and a frogmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comBlogger2271100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1132777009382658222005-11-23T12:07:00.000-08:002005-11-23T12:16:49.396-08:00the funny thing, im present yet not.assuming that only my eyes can see? r u dumb or wat.u see i spread plenty of connection.and a lil hair jus ran pass?dumb is not use on me. gladly on you.well, months are given.i guess somehow your screws loose.fires are grown waiting to flare.not on me but them.i rem i warn, to shut up.u see only you and you alone know.now everyone seems to. thats a prob u myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1129315429699681672005-10-14T11:25:00.000-07:002005-10-14T11:43:49.716-07:00graduation day today.we enjoyed.pics taken, tears drop.everyone will be miss.tracy hold my hand with tears.i smiled & said i'll meet you often. =)i will miss you trac.lets jus rem those durains.5 years of frenship.my darlings my besties.we broke rules tgt.fights,suspension,nearly kickout of sch,caught with fags, play hide&seek ard sch.hiding frm everyone jus to sneak out.come school as and myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1128350555131023842005-10-03T07:28:00.000-07:002005-10-03T07:42:35.136-07:00its over.that path. i went down to sch during recess today.i woke up at ten. goodness.i slept at 7. thats when im suppose to be in sch.i jus cant sleep. wonder wats wrong.i only attend f&n. i din go history.mdm yong. yeeeks. so i stay with aud at art.now schs like a anytime or when u like it.still, bad day.my feets numb. tears dried.lets jus get over and done with this.i gotta pack my bag and myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1128278373436044352005-10-02T11:22:00.000-07:002005-10-02T11:46:07.623-07:00nothing great bout corpse bribe?expected much more, still his voice rocks.im pretty f* up today.why cant people just be original?& the damn thing is wats life without sharing?but dont do watevr i share with u always right?and if i share with you, dont think im dumb.im not blind either. if you dont have wat it takes, then dont.dont borrow and get the same things.and save your fcuking reasons.i myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1125854962696367662005-09-04T10:11:00.000-07:002005-09-04T10:29:22.703-07:00great bday.jus great, i enjoyed each celebration.fri went with bj, ben and our gf to ktv.oh yes, i suck at chinese. poor baby had to read it out in my ears.then had dinner with mama and auntss. at brazil churrascaria.all meat. heee.i recieve a ipod shuffle frm sis.she said it was a usa choc. fcuk* laughs.mama gave me a limited ed watch. haha.thankz jie for e suprise!!!rest was cash and cash. sat,myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1125596997365910692005-09-01T10:41:00.000-07:002005-09-01T10:49:57.370-07:00i dont understand some pple.two says tt they have no money yet spending off shit.one doesnt wanna appear, frens came first.the other, everyting dunno.i mean fcuk off la k. instead of enjoying im stressing.some wanna make my life better but they keep ruining it.im fcuking piss now.pls all of those. jus dun come. i will be happier if i dun see ur face.when it comes to yours. don expect myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1124984190609734992005-08-25T08:33:00.000-07:002005-08-25T08:36:30.616-07:00this year really bullshit.found out stuff i shouldnt, then move on to stress, then now i guess im alone.i ate 3 biscuits today only. argh hungry. spell it for me.maids gone for a weeek, eeeks.yes, im upset. do not qn, fools?screeeeeeeewwwww it, my bdae next weeeek.see how lonely this gets. maybe im the only one who knows its next weeek. =) kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1123606364561340652005-08-09T09:45:00.000-07:002005-08-09T09:52:44.566-07:009 days. argh. why does she have to leave, is 7th month.im broke, duh mum's not here. all she left was 150.im left with 35, till next monday. how great!don even tink about hp bill. bored.been home for 2 days. claps! the house look like rubbish bin.even my maid slacking, since mum's not home.wats new. i miss her thou. a lot. i mean it.i went mos that day with besties and guys.din dance, i did in myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1122568464639178232005-07-28T09:24:00.000-07:002005-07-28T09:34:24.646-07:00na de qi, fang de xia.a phrase, an action? pple say, pple do.a min than nvr. i tot so too.than u tink agn, if there was a min.there could be forever.the harder, the more you want.you keep thinking, i will get thru her/him one day.then u realise, is it true?world so unfair, no one eva said it would be fair.there so much to think, if u jus sit and listen.once a fool, forever a fool.i started it myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1121708038793961282005-07-18T09:55:00.000-07:002005-07-18T10:33:58.836-07:00aunt has left for russia, ten days.yeah i want prezzie. mum brought traveller's package m&m.arghhhh she almost confiscated it back.when i said 'it still hurts'. heeeeeeh.explanation goes, what if its nothing.no point seeing. since the pain is bearable.meeting ben for breakfast tml. 545. omg.i dun tink i can -shhhh.f&n practical prtB today was like shit.the sponge cake taste like egg bread.not myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1121450408566785112005-07-15T10:33:00.000-07:002005-07-15T11:00:08.570-07:00met ben, his happy once agn.after wat his been thru, im really glad his fine.i absent for a week, and he's absent e week afterwe'll jus help each other catch up. =) this week's tough. after surgery my world's complete upside down.i'll jus take this chance to be alone with baby.haven had time to go the alone 2 lovey world.laughs, i love u dar. thankz.im not angry with wat happen.i was disappointedmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1121184965727831342005-07-12T09:04:00.000-07:002005-07-12T09:16:05.733-07:00u jus cant put things behind you, can you?well, im going for another scan next week.it still hurts, mum's worried.didan turn up for sch the whole of last week.been busy ytd&today, lots to catch up on.there's too much this week, its killing me.everything seems so fcuk up.ive been explaining. u dont seem to get it.recently, ever since i went to surgery.reflecting on everything, realising things myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1120149602643173832005-06-30T09:26:00.000-07:002005-06-30T09:40:02.650-07:00finally i was drag to e doc,news aint wat i wanted.a finger with glove in my ass.checking for inner pulse, but none.worst news came, i have 1 week to make sure i pass out normal shit w/o blood.if not it might be intestine issues or a lump inside.worst of all colorectal cancer. come to think of it, i m scare.its been diarrhea for 8 months now, sometimes blood.im hav a party tml but i cant eat myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1119518708054762552005-06-23T02:16:00.000-07:002005-06-23T02:25:08.056-07:00is jus e feeling whereby, whenever you look into my eyes i dont know wat to say.baby called this morning, she was all done. i was still in bed.i grab a shirt pull it over and went down. this explains y i took cab back frm her school. because i look like a total idert. my hair was like shit. ya i din bathe. laughs. i am so tired! very.... maths work its still not done. sigh.i haven smoke today andmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1119335611027923342005-06-20T23:23:00.000-07:002005-06-20T23:33:31.033-07:00fcuk upu dun noe how it feels, so dun giv your comments.listen and advise, not by smashing me.when i needed to get out, u keep insisting i wanted to go to peep.the only one who knew, isnt it u. not a doubt that i do trust u.u say it so loudly, so wat if they dun care? they hear it?where's my image. issues again, u tink i want it.its a fcuk up family and is it my problem?u said you will be there myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1119279843912946982005-06-20T07:56:00.000-07:002005-06-20T08:04:03.916-07:00im bac, it wasnt that bad after all.we won $1000 single bet in e casino frm e treasure hunt.but we lost it, bet on black, but it came red.laughs, overall mama & DAD lost.but we both got $375 each.within 2 days, i left $100. omg.no more shopping!!bought baby a pants and a nike sweater.i got myself 3 tees and a bag. cheers.i lied, shopping tml maybe?send baby to sch today, maid use ice to wake me myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1118944643415626142005-06-16T10:46:00.000-07:002005-06-16T10:57:23.420-07:00u dun even have the right to talk about me?wat more about changes.ask yourself y i din reply?it matters to you, then why din u think right from the start.lovers, frens and so on, u play me out how many times?convince me, please u should have done more than that.i gave you not months but years. sicko.im sick of you, u werent the one i know.SO JUST F* OFF MY LIFE. __________u know why im piss, i myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1118856563736976442005-06-15T10:12:00.000-07:002005-06-15T10:29:23.753-07:00chalet, was THE ultimate.bbq, my image thorn. sweat like an ass. hours by e pit, laughs. chaos it was yet comon babes we had fun. first nite, THE virgos stayed up.we 4 jus hang ard outside, they went brkfast i stayed to tc.the rest half-dead on bed. we had 11, not enough space.bfor that, loy and me enjoy 7-up. drunk, nono high.a game that is damn shit when it comes to maths.next night, games myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1117915870580327402005-06-04T13:04:00.000-07:002005-06-04T13:11:10.586-07:00405am, as usual nite is still young.miss trac & besties.boring days jus started.suprises, always me.so long yet none give by you.argh..mum's leaving tml.left me & sis. agn the house seem so quiet.maybe im use to this kind of life.always knowing only the day b4 that she's leaving.misses ...kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1116574968375525712005-05-20T00:33:00.000-07:002005-05-20T00:42:48.380-07:00trac pull me along to pick small durains with miss lee.omg, i felt like a retard.mock exam pp1 & pp2 chinese today.trac dont even let me sleep. she kept tapping me.confiscating the zodiac book. wth.till i finish every single thing. argh!but i faked. laughsthats nice of her huh, thankz anw.miss chew wants to see me,regarding potential of maths thing. her own creation course. laughs.me alone. save myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1116430934604798902005-05-18T08:38:00.000-07:002005-05-18T08:42:14.606-07:00leaving in hunger and pain,what you taught and wat u jus said.i din mean for it to linger, even to stay.your words are too much.what am i to say.im upset im hurting.you were there too hear, now youre gone.e pain i feel, the pain you gave.what was i at fault to ignore your pain.i will love, i will miss.wherever you are i will.kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1115111214441820482005-05-03T02:02:00.000-07:002005-05-03T02:06:54.443-07:00a guy who's name has to be stayed unknown.poorly done, and yet he sleeps off again.i heard you have a gf, i heard she is new.=) ...................back to class, exams.roughly i have failed 3 papers.some jinx have been flying on and off me.when am i bless for peace?well, as usual the combine forces of mama & ..have left bruises and hurt.come on, im use to it.and im sick of it!.kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1113406810844861332005-04-13T08:32:00.000-07:002005-04-13T08:40:10.846-07:00detention, yes its that hard to lay my ass there.2 yrs ago i run for 3 months. if i did it then i dun see y i cant run for 1/2 a yr.no teachers even the dm catch, you wanna do it again.i will play hide and seek with you.suspension, im use to your punishment.try something new.fcuk up anba, everyday send 30 pple to detentionnothing better to do, lap kopi only.bastard. argh.it wasnt my fault. i myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1112371977514601192005-04-01T08:05:00.000-08:002005-04-01T08:12:57.516-08:00mum was suprise, i picked her up.well well, she is leaving on e 18th agn.april fool, yes sophia wasnt affected by him.flings? or was it love. guess, for me it would hurt.well, you want a reply.ive been fine without you.figure this out, its jus a msg.4 fcuking days with a big scar on my head.im hurt inner out, oh well i do miss you.tell me how much longer will this pain take.since you left i dun myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1111641274442064732005-03-24T13:14:00.000-08:002005-03-23T21:14:34.443-08:00many loads of pictures yet to be uploaded.i even missed last year's pictures. =(it would be right up soon.j lings' brithday04 sentosa tripgrassroot talks05 sentosa tripeilane*myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1110950591896571292005-03-15T21:20:00.000-08:002005-03-15T21:23:11.896-08:00if not for a belt, would i be invited.well u din say, but a yes when i'll be alone.so much for your word of concern.not for a penny? i wouldnt be under here.so much for bucks, ive to listen?is that what this is all about.or was it throughly a misunderstanding?i'll return every single one of them.kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1110719875244906492005-03-13T05:11:00.000-08:002005-03-13T05:17:55.246-08:00ive been missing,every single details has been miss-ed.will never be an understanding to us.would you feel, those tots i feel.or would it be in silence like always.and never be told.was so close, as if we never say goodbye.yet far, like we never dreamnt it would.how much would you listen, to what i wanna say.would you drift the same?or would it be like it use to.i wanna tell you, ive been missingmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1109663243021116442005-02-28T23:39:00.000-08:002005-02-28T23:47:23.023-08:005n1, im left alone.started out with 5 being promoted to the first class.2 didan make it for nlevel.2 quit school.well, that leaves me.9 of the grp.5 didan make it, 3 quit.so that leads to me alone.another grp, in diff class.my good frens are still in school, 4 of them.but whr are all my noise parthners.im now sitted alone in class,you cant expect me to mix with nerds?okay, i have tracy but still?myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1109350832713198882005-02-25T08:43:00.000-08:002005-02-25T09:00:32.713-08:00in my darkest time.bro where u ?kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1109338861811930132005-02-25T05:32:00.000-08:002005-02-25T05:41:01.813-08:00e only guy that turns me to tears.u noe how brotherly we r in love.the times we've been through.for 5 years, i see u daily till 6.we hang around even out of sch.we make pple tink we r in love,but we noe who we love.that face that brings a smile to the class.the arguements that u choke my blood out.bbq at his place, most turn out.our table included my grp & ron's, with yuniko running up and dwn.wemyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1109238137437225552005-02-24T01:31:00.000-08:002005-02-24T01:42:17.436-08:00game, an importance more than my well-being?taking ovr you but yet ive lost my time.im not a fool somehow..to tink that i don mind or care, well, i don but u r far out this time.issues that in e past, but hey im ur present.u pass ur limits, don make me pass mine.alright, his leaving. damn man..yes, brother. i love you more than anything.now you're leaving, i don know how or wat im gonna do.just myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1108380526591785342005-02-14T07:19:00.000-08:002005-02-14T03:28:46.593-08:00those stains you never clear.aint it e same like the one before?you played me out once more.looking forward and you always play it like a game.it goes according to your mood?suit your music, well i guess today's not.just an ordinary day, i did mention didnt i?it was said as long as it was with you.was it stated, did i phrase it around.e mood that swings around as and when you please.game that is myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107932393445387312005-02-09T15:06:00.000-08:002005-02-08T23:02:56.430-08:00alright..
everyone is out visiting, kayne's lonely.
its like e first new yr im in spore.
so, theres no plan for visiting.
wanted to where wat ive bought, those surf brands.
but mum claims its new year.
gotta look good, polo ralph tee & vol 3quart.
arghhs, my hairs long, eeks.
i miss bali, thou. e waves & stuff.
got injure, my board smash on my head.
want taking note of the waves.
shopping, myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107884985332610382005-02-09T01:44:00.000-08:002005-02-08T09:49:45.333-08:00woohoo, spore still e best.
tan-ned till im screaming.
burnt skin, laughs.
shop till i drop, im not checking prices.
mum gonna kil me, 700bucks i guess.
5 tees, 3 3quarts, 1 jeans, bag, belt, slipers, shoes.
blah and blah, its scary there.
like out to smoke and its so cold.
stayed at hyatt, grand club. yikes.
so privacy till it scares me.
im tired.
uli. =0
kayne+myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107932391538121062005-02-08T22:47:00.001-08:002005-02-08T22:59:51.536-08:00alright..
everyone is out visiting, kayne's lonely.
its like e first new yr im in spore.
so, theres no plan for visiting.
wanted to where wat ive bought, those surf brands.
but mum claims its new year.
gotta look good, polo ralph tee & vol 3quart.
arghhs, my hairs long, eeks.
i miss bali, thou. e waves & stuff.
got injure, my board smash on my head.
want taking note of the waves.
shopping, myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107793679533770432005-02-08T00:27:00.000-08:002005-02-07T08:27:59.533-08:00Bestfriend's still bestfriend.
Her treats,my presence
not very suitable i thought.
i've to look twice without turning.
eilane*myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107666923629631152005-02-06T13:15:00.000-08:002005-02-05T21:15:23.630-08:00she's gone again.
and im here seeking for that someone
to be free for me.
for some clothes buying.
((sweetheart misses*)
eilane*myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107417224620685752005-02-03T16:46:00.000-08:002005-02-02T23:53:44.620-08:00wenta school, like 1hr only?
i was being strong, but i broke down.
e whole his period was mad,shock-ked mdm yong.
i was trying to keep it low, no point.
decided i have to leave, it wont end if im in school.
yun was understanding thou she din noe wat to do.
principal was concern, she thinks im under depression.
teachers are big-time kpos!
laughs, its like 5 hours, it still wont stop.
glad aud-dreymyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107098298360120862005-01-30T23:56:00.000-08:002005-02-01T18:04:58.266-08:00fishing, i don have patience.
onli loy and her seems enthu, laughs.
bali frm fri - tues. missss meee. no ciggs DAMN!.
upset over everything, mama found cigg agn.
yes baby, its ur wish. (basket)
life is killing me, i wonder.
oh yes, something to smile about.
if mich driving tml, she fetching me!.
hooray, then lane, then y.c..
we will lose our way, damn.
she did e blog duh, im a toot for blogs.
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1107066247311795672005-01-30T14:23:00.000-08:002005-01-29T22:24:07.310-08:00PUNKED-those funky late night trip.
prawns.drinks.chips.more food
fishing without our great help,loy has been thinking hard.
hooked up afew not able in the pan.
well,great job loy drop the "rod" she made down.happily floating about.
sending off pat than jac.
here comes the urgent issue.
they 3 butches need a toilet.
12.30 and still roaming around streets.
the road have been cold and quiet.
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1106895246921648492005-01-27T22:40:00.000-08:002005-01-27T22:54:06.920-08:00outta 5 now, me and yun only.
am suppose to be in town. lazy alright.
gonna study with yen & her ltr.
am so tired, compo is stacking up.
and who e fuck cares.
im trying be un-tempted, misses.
BALI trip comfirm, fcuk.
but mum say to discuss it ltr.
eva since they quarrel, the family seems so cold.
i wonder..
oh yes, finally she got her phone!
yeah man, good for me cuz she wun bug me anymore!
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1106461001778881402005-01-23T22:04:00.000-08:002005-01-29T21:42:21.526-08:00im bac, miss-ed me??
flooded, with messages.
missing my baby. maybe 8 hours of loneliness.
smoking at e deck with a coke, gosh.
with new friends, amazingly nice pple.
sis, dad & mama went to casino.
got $230 now, clothes! they win, i take.
dad was saying the max he lost was 10k.
but mama say bullshit, 40 k also have.
omg, asked about his gf. he blur-red!
yikes, thanks to stella we had a free roommyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1106405363282806512005-01-22T22:49:00.000-08:002005-01-22T06:49:23.283-08:00my sweetest girlfriend has left for her unwilling cruising to nowhere.
i somehow wonder why.i've only been cruising once.and i wanted more way go.
she's a rich kid.
somehow,i doesn't wanna mention this.
but seriously,my heart makes me say this.
i miss her*
when she's around
she used to show her cheeky face around me.
and i always brush her off.
now,its a critical time.
how i wish i could brush myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1106125020500581862005-01-19T01:50:00.000-08:002005-01-19T00:57:00.500-08:00christine is back, after 2 weeks of mia-ing.
quite alone today, but luffter by yun.
suddenly singing qi li xiang in chem. omg.
pretty good joker. 15 punches today, blueblack.
she woke me up, givning me punches and theory.
everyone knows whats up, no one knows wats on my mind.
work are pilling, and im freaking.
leaving for just 3 days.
in fact im looking forward, i wanna get my mind right.
not myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1106125685888087272005-01-19T01:04:00.000-08:002005-01-19T01:08:05.886-08:00whatever you've said, always linger around me.
im dunking up and down to know whats ahead of us.
its usually a stab i cant take.
probably the only one that hurts.
u crash my fcuking bike, aint gonna let u escape.
ive warn u previously. e slghtest thing could burst my tolerance.
i wouldnt tremble this time, a silent game i will play.
that little girl you tot in me, ive pass away.
a little lesson myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1105497130652268782005-01-11T18:25:00.000-08:002005-01-11T18:32:10.653-08:00very well, my face. aargh
nvr go schoold today, supposingly im sick.
all 8 of of us, drey they all got ah au court to attend.
15,000 for bail. drey gonna get real upset if he goes in.
3 years?
haven seen yun for like 3 days, they are all gonna quit i guess.
damn, today got cherish, he's looking for us.
fcuk parents gotta go and sign 'guai' form.
baby's still sleeping, her sch is at 1.
im totallymyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1104257499943876992004-12-29T02:36:00.000-08:002004-12-28T10:37:29.463-08:00
this is why eilane loves kayne so.
her face that always makes me smile.=D
eilane*myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1103913051935847482004-12-24T10:23:00.000-08:002004-12-24T10:30:51.936-08:00merry xmas peepz,
mandarina duck wallet from mama,
a kipling sling from aunt wenna,
stuck with a 50 bucks taka voucher & hundred bucks.
got a volcom shirt from lane, that cost her 89 bucks.
volcom tee from sister, my small perfume from aunt jan.
and blah blah from the rest.
e wallet is okay, girlly kind. but its from mama.
bought candy canes & choc for e extras.
30 plus people came to my house myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1103446077508076222004-12-20T01:40:00.000-08:002004-12-21T10:21:29.376-08:00shooping, no more window. jus cash.
broke, bought 3 teees. $123.
the list goes on. me & baby is saving for.
her blah-blah stuff.
& mine : volcom blouse, rip curl 3 quat & (ahem- wall-et)
haha xmas coming, well, im waiting.
anw, mama's happy im happy.
she got the result, ive got the cash [we exchange]
joey tan, u better put on weight. u've said.
i don mind u teaching me next yr either, weee.
babymyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1103424101636932882004-12-19T10:41:00.000-08:002004-12-18T18:41:41.636-08:00well,never had seen the best in kayne.and now did
thought 7 came 5.darlings' has been worrying before the day.
i talked to calm here.she turn an ugly face to me.so alright.
just shut up.
yar,sure do.
its has so long been to shopping.moreover christmas coming.
i've to earn those i want to have.
you see:
volcom jeans
voodoo dolls skirt
topshop skirts
t-shirts
belts
cyber-shot cam
and i still want myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1103356873098232562004-12-17T23:48:00.000-08:002004-12-18T00:01:13.096-08:00laughs, i cant believe it, ytd was the day.
eilane came along for my results.
as usual she was late, my frens were too.
form teacher of mine din wan to give it to me.
i was like '-cher don play, pass or not'
then she grin 'im very happy for u'.
haha, i got 5 points. horray!!..best 3 sub[maths,accounts,humanities]
accounts - 1 , maths - 2 , history/s.s - 2 , english - 3 , f&n - 4 , chinese - 4.
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1102149081350046752004-12-04T16:31:00.000-08:002004-12-04T00:31:21.350-08:00maybe i wasn't suppose to fall from heaven.
the gateway from heaven pass me by.
im dressed in an angels suit im in disguise.
i wore mask to cover the shame of my face.
gay hooked me up and there became rounding of love.
and than till now,those love has been suspecting.
i grew from beneath.im not pure like humans.
i've been the top of ur head.and till now being unable to step down my feet.
im myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1102094644627142962004-12-03T09:18:00.000-08:002004-12-03T09:24:04.626-08:00maybe it just never cross my mind, that all the signs are right.
tired of people leading my life instead of me.
personality do play a part. so does dreams and hope.
differences can cause pain, to those who try.
and i wonder whats life ahead.
i ask for help, many was sent.
i didnt take notice till their gone.
many heard those screams those tears.
some wonder, what have became.
confuse, i lay myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1101229530873136892004-11-23T08:57:00.000-08:002004-11-23T09:05:30.873-08:00went shopping with mama, can u believe it.
supposing to find wallet for aunt, but i ended up liking one.
$710, gosh xmas prezzie, please. love at first sight.
damn, i shouldnt.
let me reward myself if i pass.
mont blanc watch is wooohoooo, that gotta wait.
me & mum fall for this dior shoe, i aint gonna put tt on my feet.
i love my mama, at least she bothers to sponser.
i like prata wrap, not myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1100949327043346722004-11-20T19:16:00.000-08:002004-11-20T03:15:27.043-08:00the door way of maple story.makes our eyes go *blink blink*
we'll be busy for a moment.so pardon us for not being able to entertain.
our way down the road to game us up to the hundreds unlimited.
join us?
http://www.maplestory.com
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1100483343594156552004-11-15T09:49:00.000-08:002004-11-14T17:49:03.593-08:00suntanning at the beach issue.e volleyball babes plus kayne excluding bishan and pure were having tons and tons of fun/laughter.i could swim with the help of the volleyball.im gonna miss that.and sure gonna miss them at the beach.
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1100450697554363662004-11-14T08:41:00.000-08:002004-11-14T08:44:57.553-08:00gosh, for e first time yun call me to meet.
i miss her sooo much, hug her like shit.
ages seen i've seen lerric.
devon,kane & lerric, its like long since than.
usher-burn.
im confuse, wake me up.
this few days, my mind and soul aint here.
huge plunge, i jus realise i cant handle.
i need a break, come on.
kayne+
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1100019726802186742004-11-09T08:48:00.000-08:002004-11-09T09:02:06.803-08:00i don state words, that i shouldnt.
so stay out of my way before you piss me.
i warn you it wouldnt be fun. =)
life changing, i hate the direction thou.
i plan it but well, i got to live with it.
this has got to be it, you and me.
the road will never be still.
we've probably face most of it now.
the rest aint gonna be easy. smiles.
fcuk, i miss those that misses me.
kayne+
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1099537333349231032004-11-04T11:02:00.000-08:002004-11-03T19:02:13.350-08:00okay,it wasn't much of a attention on my classmates before my birthday.i walked in class still unknowingly spyed.they know and i don't know.i never expected those.my class got me a die-wanting nike watch i've been longing for.my heart melt instanly.those people i pour so little attention on gave double those attention back to me.those i thought would never spare a time for me,spared.my babes who myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1099196683670849352004-10-31T12:24:00.000-08:002004-10-30T21:24:43.670-07:00it may be a simple marche dinner and off neo-printings.
just with the whole 5fab and babe to be there.would be the die wanting plan i always wanted.
simple yet a happy one.who cares about those party hats and floating ballons having grand expensive 100plus dinner.i like all about these year.and most of all the unseen unexpected gift you guys could think off.*laughs.the blog is the sweetest one i myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1098802687325853492004-10-26T22:57:00.000-07:002004-10-26T07:58:07.326-07:00out shopping with babe dave.i brought her a ginger bread man.
its taste funny and she happily left it in the fridge with a half-way leg and 2 buttons gone.
fox pants need altering and shirt need washing.lots of money spent and now i heard from my *toy she saw a really stunning volcom bag.should i glue to it of spending money on another bag?but i indulge in mine.
i've been ring on the 251004 in myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1098506186761658482004-10-23T12:36:00.000-07:002004-10-22T21:36:26.760-07:00i've been fetch to school by kayne.((sweetheart darling)
and back again,des and dave to pick us up for lunch.mic and ling still rock climbling.laughter to put through.they talk outside with history and chemistry to fill boredom awaits for us.travel with ling,sher,drey,des,mic,dave and myself to thomson for prata.woox.ilove that journey through so much piffle,noises to cover the bus.audrey could myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1098327885241933582004-10-21T11:05:00.000-07:002004-10-20T20:04:45.240-07:00im chewing on plain prata with a block nose i can't breathe.taste good thou i can't smell it.i've got animations in school later.gosh*yesterday 3of us were posing for shots when we realise we have to rush through our storyboarding.we got out first before the rest.its like one hell of the time.
got my way to bishan and met dave.you know i can't wait.i want to i have to.so teak dye was brought.so myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1098191562564954952004-10-19T06:03:00.000-07:002004-10-19T06:12:42.563-07:00gotta go back to school,
& i got f**ked by my dm.
late due to spraying of hair,
detention & i din attend.
im not going back to school,
if you wan my hair colour black.
im piss, you piss me off.
whoever say to him,
if i know [you will be so damn dead],
we will whack you like a little baboom.
i attended school like it was nothing,
there wasnt any funny thing.
its not like i don bother going,
is youmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1097810042974372232004-10-15T11:14:00.000-07:002004-10-15T23:08:00.586-07:00okay,i stink and i sweat.im sitting in a corner.+ sheesh.
like being casper,he open his mouth and garrrr at me whenever i wants to carry him.
alright,it was a surprise that when his back from grooming,i actually sees kayne carrying him in her arms to the kitchen.put it this way,maybe his upset over his fur being cut away.i don't know.but however he din make any grrrr that day.so yar,i din miss myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1097487494950556252004-10-11T02:32:00.000-07:002004-10-11T02:38:14.950-07:00the year of stress is over. results would approach soon.
so many complications in between, no reason i would pass.
have been wondering what to do for these few months.
foresee, lonely days will soon approach.
everyone's out for fun today, last paper-duh-uh.
im stuck with no food nor money at home.
tml would be the same, the next, next, next.
i pray that i was given the talent to be self centre.
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1097486916389937872004-10-11T02:18:00.000-07:002004-10-11T02:28:36.390-07:00i guess u have some fun, everyone knows you would.
emptiness filling me with pill of disgust.
for who i was shock by the mirror today.
for attention i would seek to e extreme u tear.
with coldness from four walls i face.
like a slave and a little blunt-dog.
a little theory of love once convey by hurt and fear.
a little story behind a child, once abuse in fear.
history does repeat, and with honourmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1096789052016176262004-10-03T15:37:00.000-07:002004-10-03T00:37:32.016-07:00i never say this time myself to blame
you didn't trust.
so don't sit outside the door
pouring out all your sorrows
a year 8months.
and still those shit happening.
damn it
i wouldn't know what to say.
to the wall
i'll have to face.
without the music
im still able to dance with grace.
((uploaded)
grap.vine*ocean butterfly
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1096553532769393312004-09-30T07:06:00.000-07:002004-09-30T07:12:12.770-07:00each day, each problem.
i screen words pass my face.
telling me things will be better.
now i've gotten rid of the fear.
i shouldnt suffer problems.
things are heating up.
papers gonna fly pass next week.
i pick the pieces ytd, those tears i cried.
then again who am i to deserve this?
i believe i dont.
kayne+
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1096134037818158652004-09-26T01:40:00.000-07:002004-09-25T10:40:37.816-07:00photos uploaded.
6 of us had fun.
we sleep together.
cook food that u never taste before.
porridge with flour.
instant noodle with lots and lots of soya sauce without soup.
glenda would be the hell outta us.
still loves.we'll hug.
enjoy the 96 shots.
grapvine soon.
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1096088600649811552004-09-25T13:03:00.000-07:002004-09-24T22:03:20.650-07:00fights broke out in my school yesterday.
a chasing of knifes
the pink guy rolled on the floor.
the guy that is so little about like me.
holding the knifes that is bigger than his head.
he chased the pink guy and manage to slash the hand.
he bleeds like crazy.police is another spastic one.
they drive in only like 30mins later.
my school teachers are usless.i wonder if this happen in PL.
what myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1095699360345405452004-09-20T09:49:00.000-07:002004-09-20T09:56:00.346-07:00Simply someone is on a mask.
I am decieving myself.
I just want it out of your will, initiative?
Gosh, Im on a half hang hanger.
I shall not be what I was.
I shall be the very past me.
A eye that closes to see better.
A reaction to make everything fair.
There isnt a point anymore, if by words I get unfairness.
I will demand for my rights.
God bless those who ask for trouble.
I don't let go easilymyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1095180214597763942004-09-15T00:42:00.000-07:002004-09-14T09:43:34.596-07:00i din not want to blog.the space for typing is not type-able.and now i've got so much to say.so if you don't mind.you could just scroll the bar very slowly.im gonna start typing.wink*
A year 7 months
its our anniversary.
i want to have the cake with her.
oreocheesecake.sweet secret.
she have school.i went over with it.
she was happy.and so was i.
for so long.we could stay with each other.
i myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1093591962664430702004-08-27T00:28:00.000-07:002004-08-27T00:32:42.666-07:00i've stop demanding for things.
if saying things that i mind, turns another way in your thinking.
i wont anymore.
it will jus be in me, i will keep quiet.
i aint angry, im jus disappointed.
i know some things are important, but weigh it.
you aint suppose to neglect.
its fine, but im e one getting hurt.
i would take things lightly & find other things to do.
i do not wish to be the one hurt at the myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1092921473073514362004-08-19T06:07:00.000-07:002004-08-19T06:17:53.073-07:00Eva wonder wats like to be alone.
I bet im wondering now.
Good old days are gone.
Lonely in school. wat-so-eva.
Kayne+
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1092673401736841762004-08-16T09:18:00.000-07:002004-08-17T07:13:41.123-07:00Hey bitch you got your lesson.
I told you don't mess with me.
Water all over you spill by angeline.
Cool. You step on my toe. I am gonna rip your ass.
Fucking complain to teacher. Too bad.
I din get shit. If you dare again.
Don't think about attending school.
Each time you open ur big mouth my shoe will land on your F*up FACE.
I got the journey of my life.
Laughs.
I ain't gonna flirt.
Im jus myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1092147615563043622004-08-10T06:54:00.000-07:002004-08-10T07:20:15.563-07:00Is like pressure is heating up.
& theres no one to guide.
Studies are pile up.
Instead of helping, everything is just adding up.
Those I've done wrong.
Put it aside till im better.
Please I really need a break, help.
I had a dream, about my dad.
fuck. I hate those memories you both gave.
It hurt so much that I can never forgive.
It scares me so much, that i woke up in tears.
Fuck. I hate youg myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091816890458392752004-08-07T02:50:00.000-07:002004-08-06T11:52:36.016-07:00[040804]
The way you get a whole huge box of cereal.
just to find the alphabet to put it on.
A tiny slice of oreo cheese to make me,
go "wow.i-want-that-cake look on my face."
with the sweetest ting you virgo's could do.
To melt a hard-hearted scorpion's heart.
awww...
where to find another?
nahz.
you're the best.
i could ever had.
thanks darling.
anyway.where's your face hur?
Those heavy myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091579563498830562004-08-04T08:40:00.000-07:002004-08-03T17:32:43.496-07:00030804
i-love-ginger.
either a boy//girl.
it goes with everything.
*still smiling.
--0704
it hung outside unknowingly.
a beautiful shock.
a smile that grew.
unexpected.
how sweet powder can u get.
thank you darling.
ilove you.
but maybe u really din know it was yellow that breaks the heart.
aniway
*loves.
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091297679645795962004-08-01T02:12:00.000-07:002004-07-31T11:14:39.646-07:00I was just trying to say how I feel?
You were harsh? You just wont admit.
Being love by you, is all i ever ask.
I already said. I dont blame you.
Its me who's weird.
I just feel uneasy.
Why did you flare.
kayne+
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091175308248907682004-07-30T16:15:00.001-07:002004-07-30T01:15:08.246-07:00this is how it goes.
quarral when i came out of sch.
mayb its my fault.
call her mani tyms to comfirm she wasnt reaching so i could get a rose.
she din pick up.
off my phone. i bought a rose for apology.
she fuck me up.
so i threw it away. was i wrong?
make me wait for half an hour standing!
open the door. 'was finding for my clothes?'
huh i was like. i waited so long call u so many tyms u myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091029910916234782004-07-28T23:50:00.000-07:002004-07-28T08:51:50.916-07:00to go back or not.
my thoughts wonder away.
stick to believe.
i'll see if it's worth going.
tric.bun.chun.charm.jess
more to spell..?
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091033028608869412004-07-28T09:36:00.000-07:002004-07-28T09:43:48.606-07:00karine has been suspended for a week
damn, i will be lonely in the morning.
mr goh? crazy old guy.
perhaps he's just waiting to catch us.
arghh. i'm not dyeing black.
aassj plane works set up., wish plz cum thru.
oral suckx. havock. wat were they toking bout?
currently sick. no one notice. =))
tml i'll jus slack at home...
dar going school, i'm not.
gonna miss that ass out of the school.
sick, myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090694132846629332004-07-25T02:39:00.000-07:002004-07-24T11:38:23.826-07:00Musical was boring to me.
Lame, was falling asleep.
But there were some laughs put in.
The songs were good.
After that the whole night was walking here & there.
Haha, Glenda & Tric back out half way.
Somehow they all needed the toilet so badly.
Haha it was funny how they put it.
4 of us walk & walk to hereen just to get on NR6.
So fast can like harry potter's knight bus.
Laughs/ We myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090576199776087052004-07-24T14:31:00.000-07:002004-07-23T02:49:59.776-07:00it cost 74 bucks with discount.
mermaid sister sell it.and that's what i love about.
its short infront,short behind.
and one more to say,
its so fun playing with colours!
[RAiNBow]
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090422505670366112004-07-21T08:00:00.000-07:002004-07-21T08:36:00.206-07:00slaps.
great day.
I LOVE MY CLASS.
Some in costume, brightens the class.
Food disturbuter both christine and jonathon kang.
Food all over. Delicious.
Getting more united.
Fighting with yuniko, ben & yun zhi.
Boys just stand there, cant hit girls.
Laughs..... Greatest friends.
Seldom sleep. have to study.
Science. Fucked it.
It`s my bed time.
Talking about the past
I thought my myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090421787241571152004-07-21T07:54:00.000-07:002004-07-21T07:56:27.243-07:00tell me you love me wheather anot i did poked u in the eye.cum'on.say somthing.
((*you know i still do love)
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090166835137574102004-07-18T08:58:00.000-07:002004-07-21T08:01:43.496-07:00Having this feeling, someone is still having me on.
I don`t know what you`re thinking.
On one hand I really dont wanna know.
Yet on the other, how I wish I know the truth.
Why arent you doing the things you should.
This feeling in me, gets to tired.
I don`t know what to do.
[ I don`t wanna know. If you played me keep it on the low.cause my heart cant take it anymore.If you`re creeping myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090037898944828682004-07-17T12:17:00.000-07:002004-07-21T08:01:22.556-07:00Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we Strangers when Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face,
it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090049013190243512004-07-17T00:18:00.000-07:002004-07-21T08:00:39.643-07:00tell me what to do?
I jus don't understand why do you think so different.
apologise when you are wrong.
If you don`t it's ok, but why still show ur temper.
I did not do anything wrong.
I feel so tight up.
....................................................
it's been 1 hr 20 minutes.
I have not been able to catch my show.
Miserable.
Who cares?
I just have to fill my life with hope.myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1090039680882927102004-07-16T21:40:00.000-07:002004-07-21T07:59:47.110-07:00Starting too miss a little time here and there.
This hasnt catch me feeling a thing.
Differenert point two people face.
As i said it`s different.
We force out of love, coming so far.
With whatever we took.
Now we end up on our own roads.
To me, regrets I face.
Yet no more aching heart.
I don`t know what you`re thinking.
I just miss you so.
Yet I don`t wanna see you.
My heart would notmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1089732974412853062004-07-13T08:23:00.000-07:002004-07-21T07:59:05.770-07:00Everything jus crash.
I`m far way behind those kids in class.
Teachers chasing a freak to hand up work.
Hair colour. Running all over to hide.
I can`t take it.
Pressure getting more.
Everyone`s competing.
I don`t say a thing.
Doesn`t meean I`m fine.
A smile i put each day for them to feel comfort.
No one knows how it seems to be inside.
I am myself. Don`t ask me to change.
I have myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1089642471595587692004-07-12T07:25:00.000-07:002004-07-21T07:58:05.563-07:00[120704]
3 puffs and here it goes
a long stretch of smoke
a stick to make u warm.
[hereen]
*hears
shatters
there it goes.
broken into pieces are glasses of sliding doors
crowds merge together
as i walk away.
draws a line___________________________
i misses slient readings that issn't really counted as sliently.
i misses the vandalise tables and chairs in 2000.
i misses those longmyselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1089532806958547082004-07-11T00:55:00.000-07:002004-07-21T07:57:32.753-07:00N`level eng oral was great.
phew... Chi on it`s way.
GBM.
N`level practical was ok.
Ended on cutting meat with scissors while frying.
Glad it`s ovr.
More to come. Argh.
Been thinking a lot these days.
Doubt it will come true. =)
kayne+
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1089258830700170712004-07-07T20:48:00.000-07:002004-07-07T21:15:10.666-07:00[the unusual clique]
it issn't suppose to be like this,
but i guess nature takes it's course.
this 2 pple i have around,
somehow just brought joy to me.
even the way they run are....
just so unique.
its love and more.
and i laugh each day,
happier.
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091333586277792452004-07-01T12:03:00.000-07:002004-07-31T21:13:06.276-07:003 roses to say "ilove you"
unknow yellow for a break up .
still as sweet to see it hung outside.
beautifully shocked.
kayne that brought it by.
with the fish to accompany her way through boredness.
this boy.girl is been plenty of humour//loves.
im bless to have her.
she gotto be mine for life.
thank you thou.
its 1 equal to 3 back.
and 4 hand made to be fine
*smile
mine would have to wait.
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1088675520406520602004-07-01T02:49:00.000-07:002004-07-01T03:36:50.876-07:00
lalala..
soon to sun-tan
soon to ikea
than my fav food eating bbq
and waits for school to re-open
here it goes again
crashing down my face
and nobody would recognise me
a face that trash down its own fate
i live with it
u can't blame me
eilane*
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1091296896409997252004-07-01T02:00:00.000-07:002004-07-31T11:01:36.410-07:00Past has been clinging on me.
Maybe making of friends.
Put i think you went too far.
You don't seem to be those, its so unbelievable.
Maybe this just the fact.
The past is too much for me.
Flare? I am a fool.
[you got to understand. I have been through this pain. I hate myself for being a fool. ]
myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1087893332239445002004-06-22T01:31:00.000-07:002004-07-01T02:46:55.603-07:00just this faces u'll love.
like i love them too.
eilane*myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5997420.post-1087633550431806012004-06-19T01:19:00.000-07:002004-06-19T01:25:50.430-07:00enalie went to ikea yesterdae!
i buy.i bought.
all i have it now.
written here.
eilane*myselfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01349927780248431344noreply@blogger.com